Well, things are getting back to normal around here. I think I've been having a hard time in the fact that people who don't know me, don't know that I've just had a baby. They don't know that I have a little extra belly weight from a baby. They don't know if I'm walking funny, it's because I've just had a baby. I'm still wearing gross clothes because I've just had a baby. Most of the time when women have just had children, they have the child with them so people know. Not the case with me.

I went to a baby shower yesterday. Honestly, that was a little hard. I missed out on a baby shower (for good reason). I was kinda mad at the shower. I feel that way when I see a new baby, angry. What's the matter with me?! I'm guessing the hormones are still bothering me. I have another baby shower to go to next week, so we'll see how that goes. Everyone will be happy and celebrating. To that I say Bah-Humbug!

On a lighter note...Seren asked me the other night to "feel your baby." I had to tell her that the baby was not in my tummy anymore. I was a bit shocked that she asked that. She's seen the baby. I told her that the baby is now with Y and A. She just smiled, which I'm taking as a nervous smile. Hum, just something to think about.

Okay, I need to go. My doula is coming over to take me to lunch. Me and my friend, who she also happened to doula.

Happy Sunday to everyone.